start defending all the things you believe

 

1. eh so, i kind of ruined our friendship. i take full responsibility, though. like, i never believed i was worth your time anyways, and i always tend to ruin your life. i guess you've noticed a pattern and thats why i'm not longer your best friend. i always make you feel guilty, but i really dont try to. like, idk, don't appologize for being a dick, you're not. you're just like, honest. i need the truth, though. i really need to back up off yo grill, though.

2. shit man, i love you, but i hate you. you made me so happy, and life went great when i was around you. but you were here for the good, and not the bad. and when things turned to shit, you werent here. i kind of make you feel guilty all the time, too, but it's not fair. you didnt pressure me into anything, and you couldnt help that we're not as close. it's just how things go i guess. but as much as i want to, i wont forget you, and your name still remains in my daily conversations.

3. agh gurlfrann, what the hell happend to you? i thought you were better than some of the shit you got into, you antagonize me about my choices and then you go and make the same? i thought you learned you lesson, that night we got caught... sooner or later, you'll end up like you mom. i guess the apple doesnt fall far from the tree? i really hate that quote. but i guess instead of looking at the back stabbing whore you are now, ill remember the good old days, when we had so many inside jokes we would forget them until months later.

4. man, we've had a bumpy friendship. i'm sorry for being a two faced bitch to you, and siding with the more popular friend. idk, we aren't really as close as we used to be, but i think i like gained a lot of respect for you when you got knocked up. it's weird, but i really admire that you kept the kid, and you stopped doing harmful things to yourself. i really think you have the maturity and dedication to have a kid at this point, you've grown up a lot. you're due any day now, and i cant wait to see the him. and fuck michael, i'll be the daddy. ;]

5. you need to get your life together, i mean, i have no room to talk. idk man, you need to figure out who you are, and be your own person. you're hilarious and i love you to death, i'm just worried, you know?

6. oh my, where to start? i'm really happy that you got over your imaginary problems. you know? the ones you told me on our heart to hearts? i don't believe any of them anymore. i think you read them out of a book and applied them to your life and changed a few names. i'm really fake to you, i've never really liked you all that much, i just felt like i needed to be there for you, and now that i realize all that shit was a bunch of lies, i really don't like you. don't worry though, i'll smile at you in the halls like always.

7. i'm really cautious around you, i really dont want to get too close to you. i mean, i need to get past a lot of the things you've done, but right now i don't think i really understand your lifestyle. i treat you like you're contagious, and i really shouldnt, but i'm so afraid i'll catch what you've got. failure. idk though, like that sounds so harsh, but i mean i really do think you're a cool person, you're really laid back and stuff, i like that about you; but at this point im looking for someone to lift me up, and it seems like you'll only bring me down.

8. ha, i'm not going to lie, you're a shitty friend. you use her as a safety net, and i'm sure she knows it, but she has so much fun when she's around you. it's like, i'm intimidated by you, because i know if she had the choice, she'd want you over me. or idk, i just feel worthless and defected when i'm around the both of you together. maybe i over analyze the things you guys say.

9. you, too, are a shitty friend. you're so fucking self centered. you're manipulating and say you want peace, when you're causing more drama than anyone esle i know, minus myself. idk, some of the things you said are fucked up, and even though you hate confrontation, you're going to have to deal with some of the shit you've said sometime soon.

10. gahd, you're a dick; and someday a large asian woman with a cameltoe is gonna shank you.

11. i love you, i love you i love you i love you. you're like, what keeps me going. i couldnt go a day without you, i tried and i'm pretty sure i went through withdrawls. my coach says you're not good for me, but FUCK when has that ever stopped me. i love you and the way you make me feel, and i'm pretty sure i couldnt make it through 6th period without you. oh and I LOVE YOU!

12. i dont really know what to say, i mean, you're my first best friend. i love you a lot, and everything that needs to be said has already been said. oh, and learn to take compliments. bitch.

13. eh, i'm pretty sure i fell in love with you the first time we talked.

14. you got me hooked, but i guess im really the one responsible. it was going to happen sooner or later, but i'm glad it was you, in a really weird way. i was kind of hoping you'd be my first true love, but things didnt really work out. i'm glad we're cool though, and yer a pretty bad ass kid. i really hope things work out for you, and i'm glad that you're living your life to the fullest.

15. you've got some major issues, but you're really good at hiding them. idk man you scare me sometimes.

BONUS: :D

16. dude, i know you always thought i used you; for drugs cigarettes, whatever. but honestly, i never did. it's just like, that's all you thought i had fun doing, and vis versa. you're one of the few kids who had good intentions. i kind of wanted to be your first kiss, but things didnt really work out that way. i guess when you get done with drugs you should hit me up, maybe we can hang out and do innocent stuff again.

i just gave my lightbulb the finger
lmao.
i'm so fucking tired.
but i'm too like
anxious to sleep.






but seriously, that bitch [lightbulb] needs to quit malfuntioning.